Polychlorierte Biphenyls - Renal failure - Sepsis

The more I read about it, the more it seems like the outcome is preventable. It make me feel guilty and helpless that I wasn't there to reach out to you.

What makes me feel even more guiltier is that, by feeling this way, it is some sort of a disapproval on my part towards God's decision.

And that left me at such a lonely place.